Discourage:  to deprive of courage, hope, or confidence; dishearten; dispirit. Most days, I have great hope.  I don't have unreachable expectations that I will get well overnight. I don't even have expectations that I will be completely healed one day.  But I do have hope that I will continue to heal and improve.   Then … Continue reading Discouragement


There’s No Place Like Home 

I've been home almost 3 weeks and I am still noticing good improvement.  I'm reluctant to say that because while it is true, I am improving,  I am also still very sick and still have a lot of symptoms.   I have had good days these past few years where I think I am improving … Continue reading There’s No Place Like Home 


Probably my least favorite therapy so far is referred to here as "The LUX".  This particular treatment leaves me with a headache every time - and today was no different. There are actually two parts of this therapy. One is electronic gemstone therapy (like a spotlight with different colors).  Light (in this case, gem rays) … Continue reading Light